Excellent question DeepThinker.
I myself have actually been asking this very question over and over again for a while now, and I’m sure others have too, especially when one (willingly or unwillingly) screws up (from a Torah prospective) and is now facing harsh punishment and is being killed, scraped and destroyed with enormous guilt and is like "see, i didn’t need the whole thing in the first place". I can most certainly see one crying out to Hashem from the depth of their hearts (as Rashi says in last weeks parsha) the saying we have for the bee "don’t sting me and don’t honey me, thanks but no. One learns the Choves Havovois Shar Bechuna (and some in the Hakduma of the next gate Ovoides Alokim) who so elegantly describes the good of Hashem and how much we are in debt to him, it’s an amazing new eye-opening prospective on the good Hashem has bestowed upon us, but yet on the same note one cannot help but think "who asked for it in the first place".
This is a loaded question and is probably best to discuss face-to-face, it surly requires a whole lot more than a short response in a random post, but, just to touch it on the surface, i'll give you an analogy. Say you work for company ABC, a very large company, employing lots and lots of people. You are earning a comfortable living. One day management announces a new program, anyone is free to participate or opt-out if they choose to. They announce: "all employees who will go out of their way by doing such and such will be greatly and enormously rewarded", no it’s not your job description, not on your contract, you're free to choose what you want, you won’t lose anything -you currently have- by not joining, you simply won’t get the reward. So you're sitting there reading the announcement and thinking to yourself, hmm, should i join? i am comfortable as is, I’m not lacking anything, should i, should i not? At the end you decide to opt-out. All happy about the wise decision, you watch other folks go out of their way for years and can’t stop thinking how thankful you are for opting out.
After a few years, management gathers all those who opt-in and hands them a $50,000 check! Ok, so you feel a little pinch, no doubt, but you swallow it, you tell yourself "it was the right decision - i made the right decision". The month after, management gathers everyone again and hands them another 50k check... Ok so now you need to start telling that little voice to shut up "It was the right decision, leave me alone". Month 3 comes along and there is yet a 3rd 50k check, you now find out that those 50k checks will continue on until it reaches 50 million dollars… you gasp! The decision about not opting in is suddenly becoming very shaky. Month 4 really did it for you, you find out that they get a lot more than the 50 million, everyone is also getting their own beautiful 10 acre summer home in some dream spot with picture perfect grass and palm trees, a yacht, a powerful ATV and there are loads of amazing terrains to cover in that dream spot and out-of-this-world scenic views with mountains. At this point you lock yourself in your office alone and can’t help but cry. Now I want you to close your eyes and try your best to put your heart and mind in that position, now imagine that the company never actually included you in the offer, you never knew, or perhaps you knew but you couldn’t participate even you wanted, how ANGRY would you feel? The analogy is pretty self-explanatory.
The Rambam in Hilchus Tshiva says that this world has absolutely nothing to do with reward and punishment, when one has -what we see as- “good†it’s not good, and the bad isn’t bad, its simply that if an employee is productive, they get a better computer for them to be even more productive, when an employee underperforms, he/she will probably not be getting a new computer any time soon, it would be pointless, but the new computer has NOTHING to do with the pay check. The Chuves Halvuves in Shar Betuchan has a whole explanation about reward in the world to come. He asks, why doesn’t the Torah/Tanach/Chazal tell us what the reward is? We have no idea what good they are talking about. Yes we have a whole lot of good/bad details about this world (next week’s parsha for example), but zero about the world to come.
So one of the answers –and its deep, you really have to “get itâ€- is that our brain can only comprehend what we know, we can simply not understand what we don’t know. So, if we hear that doing so and so will make us rich, we know what that means. For the world to come, there is not a good enough “good†in this world to begin to formulate a fraction of an image of the good of the world to come, meaning, even if you will use your wildest imagination of "good", using all of what your brain is currently capable, it won’t even closely resemble the “good†of the world to come, all we know is that it will be good. Now, you KNOW that Hashem can most certainly create AMAZING good, even using the “this world†type of good and the “this world†understanding, like for example, oh I don’t know, say a paradise island with breath-taking views, picture perfect temperature, full of amazing beautiful colorful flowers sending a scent of joy, with stunning butterflies all around… So yeah, we know he can deliver it and knows how to produce it. Now, take the island, the 50 million, the 10 acres, the yacht, and multiply it a trillion times and use the above analogy, how ANGRY would you be? How much would you cry for not opting in?
Hope this helps a little.
-Yossi
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